Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Yoga: Not Just an Exercise



Yoga can help you beat depression. How hatha yoga saved the life of one manic depressive.

By Amy Weintraub, published on November 01, 2000 - last reviewed on July 13, 2007.Psychology Today

When Jenny Smith was 41 years old, her mental illness became so severe that she could barely walk or speak. After days of feeling wonderful one moment and hallucinating that spiders and bugs were crawling on her skin the next, she landed in the hospital.
Smith is a victim of bipolar disorder, an illness characterized by oscillating feelings of elation and utter depression. And though she had tried 11 different medications for relief, some in combination, nothing seemed to work. Upon leaving the hospital, Smith was told that she could expect to be in and out of psychiatric hospitals for the rest of her life. Soon after her release, Smith decided to learn hatha yoga, which incorporates specific postures, meditation and pranayamas, deep abdominal breathing techniques that relax the body. As she practiced daily, Smith noticed that her panic attacks—a symptom of panic disorder, a disease that some bipolar disorder sufferers also contend with—were subsiding. She has since become a certified hatha yoga instructor, and with the help of only Paxil, an antidepressant that she'd taken before without effect, Smith's pattern of severe mood swings seems to have ended. She even taught her 11-year-old daughter—who had experienced panic attacks since age 7—the simple breathing technique of inhaling to the count of four and exhaling to the count of eight; as a result, her daughter's panic attacks subsided.
Key to reaping hatha yoga's mental benefits is reducing stress and anxiety. To that end, Jon Cabot-Zinn, Ph.D., of the University of Massachusetts, developed the Stress Reduction and Relaxation Program (SRRP), a system that emphasizes mindfulness, a meditation technique where practitioners observe their own mental process. SRRP has been the focus of several scientific studies in the last 20 years, and has been shown to significantly reduce anxiety and depression, and thus alleviate mental illness.
To date, the most persuasive evidence of the benefits of hatha yoga, and in particular pranayama, stems from research conducted by the National Institute of Mental Health and Neuroscience in India. New studies have shown a high success rate—up to 73 percent—for treating depression with sudharshan kriya, a pranayama technique taught in the U.S. as "The Healing Breath Technique." It involves breathing naturally through the nose, mouth closed, in three distinct rhythms.
According to Stephen Cope, a psychotherapist and author of Yoga and the Quest for the True Self, hatha yoga's postures improve mood by moving energy through places in the body where feelings of grief or anger are stored. "Hatha yoga is an accessible form of learning self-soothing," he says. "These blocked feelings can be released very quickly, [creating a] regular, systemic experience of well-being." Yoga students may also benefit from their relationship with the yoga instructor, Cope said, which can provide a "container" or a safe place for investigating, expressing and resolving emotional issues. The instructor's encouraging and accepting words may also help students defeat self-limiting notions.
Not all mental health practitioners are convinced of yoga's healing powers, but many agree it can be helpful when combined with more traditional treatments. Zindel Segal, Ph.D., a University of Toronto psychiatry professor, recently studied SRRP when used in conjunction with cognitive therapy. He asked 145 people who were at risk for depression to undergo cognitive therapy either alone or with the SRRP. Segal found that after eight weeks of treatment, those participants who received both types of therapy were much less likely to relapse into depression. "This means that people can learn about their emotions not just by writing down their thoughts, which is what cognitive therapy is all about, but also by paying attention to the way their emotions are expressed in their bodies," he says. "Both approaches allow people to observe their experience without judgment, an important first step in stepping out of depression."
While yoga's therapeutic capabilities are still under scientific scrutiny, Smith isn't waiting for more proof. Having lost her grandmother to depression—she was one of many bipolar sufferers who take their own life due to the disease—Smith is determined not to let the disorder get the best of her. Since 1994, she has practiced and taught hatha yoga to depression sufferers—passing on what she believes has literally saved her life.

In to the Dark


What is depression? Why does it seem to suddenly come upon me for no apparent reason, in the midst of every day life? When I am so busy and trying so hard to keep things together and in order. When I have plans that will change the awful state of affairs in my life, why does depression come along a throw a kink in those well laid plans? Why can't I go back to the way I used to be? When I was younger my life had it's fair share of hardships, we lived with very little money, even with inadequate housing at times, but I was happy. Nothing seemed able to get me down. I don't think it was an act as some have said, I think I was truly happy despite it all. Now it seems that with more years and more wisdom I cannot deal with the same sort of things without falling through the holes of darkness that depression is for me. I am fighting it at this point, it has not won yet. But the darkness is somehow comforting and I long for it in a way. But I know that if I give in, I may not be able to come back, I may be trapped there in the dark, alone, afraid and unable to be who I am any more.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Cleanse and Detox Time


Wow! What a winter it has been. I am so glad it is over. There has been so much going on in my life these past few months that I am amazed that I am still here and writing this. I have been dealing with depression for several months. I have been on big doses of St. John's Wort and regular therapy and now I am dealing with everything much better. But it was quite scary there for a while. I am thankful for my friends and family who stuck by me and were there to help. I now feel as though all that negativity has clogged my entire body,I have gained several pounds, because I, of course, EAT when I am depressed. I feel very unhealthy and I am so ready for this cleanse. I missed the equinox cleansing that I usually do because of PMS, that is just not he time for me to cut out my comfort foods. But I am ready this weekend to get myself cleaned up. I will use the Lemonade Cleanse again as usual. It works really well for me and I can handle it easily. And after the cleanse I am going to gradually get myself onto a vegan diet, at least for the summer and see how that works for me. I have been interested in trying it for some time, but I was discouraged by how hard everyone has told me it is. Then I decided that everything in life that is worthwhile is difficult and I have managed much of it already, so I am going for it. I plan to try to include a lot of raw stuff too. Should be easy enough during the spring and summer, what with the garden and all the things growing wild. I am really looking forward to it.

College is going well, I am nearly through my second semester and am enjoying it a lot. I am loving learning so much new stuff. It is really opening my eyes to a whole new world and I realized early on that I have been living in a little box. But NO MORE! lol This is really the best thing that I could have done for myself. Now to get myself completely well and over the depression hump and detoxed. This should be interesting......stay tuned.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Life in the Dark


Depression rears it's head again. I don't say "ugly" head for a reason. For though going through depression has been a terrible thing, it has also had a positive side. Of course, that is not usually visible until after I am through it. But having been there I can see why I was there, and optimistically hope that I can prevent it happening again.


Obviously, I have not got this last bit down just yet, for I am once again trapped din depression's web. The St. John's Wort that I have been taking for nearly four months now, seems to have stopped working as well for me. I am having what my therapist calls "breakthrough depression". Being depressed even while on medication, granted it's herbal, nonetheless, St. John's Wort has been proven numerous times to help with mild to moderate depression. Does that mean that mine is beyond moderate? I don't know but, my therapist says that it may be time to see an MD about something stronger. I don't relish the idea of taking an antidepressant, I don't, however, this is really beginning to affect my entire life. I realized just recently that though I thought the St. Jon's Wort was helping, it was really only making it possible for me to do the bare minimum of things. Which consisted of making it to class, taking, really, I am ashamed to say, minimal care of my five year old and the rest of the time I spent trying to lose myself in a book or movie.


I know that something else must be done, I am just afraid of the consequences of what that might be.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Dreaming of the Sun







I am dreaming of the sun and springtime. I have already made many plans for the gardens this year. Including expanding the vegetable and herb gardens and adding an additional area for flowers. I hope to add to our income this summer/fall by selling surplus produce and flowers. We did fairly well last year, but the odd weather made for less harvest in the end.

It has been a very cold winter so far, for East Tennessee. We don't usually see such cold until February. It has been below freezing for the past two weeks, just yesterday we made it above freezing. Our rain barrels are frozen solid. :) We have even had a small snowfall already. Very unusual for this area.







Since I have been dealing with depression, it has been hard to think of much else, besides getting through each day, one day at a time. It has only been harder since my grandmother and aunt passed away. Needless to say, that did not help my emotional state any. I have been taking St. John's Wort daily for the past two months and it has made a huge difference in how I feel and how I deal with daily life. I am so thankful that I have a natural remedy that works for me.